I have been struggling to turn on my Windows XP. Whenever I shut it down, it gets stuck on the DELL opening screen, and never moves to the Windows XP loading screen, and I have already tried using F2, F8, and F12 for startup menus, which don't appear either. I tried turning it off and on repeatedly and I have been able to get past the DELL screen occasionally, twice with F8 and once just waiting. I have left it on many nights with the monitor off so I don't have to turn it off and on again. A blue screen that said "beginning memory dump" with a counter has appeared twice, and each time the blue screen appears, I have to turn off and on the computer, and keep doing so until it finally gets past the DELL screen. I have the computer on right now for the third time. I haven't shut down the computer without a blue screen for about 3 or 4 months. 3 days ago I got the second blue screen, shut it down and turned it on, managed to get past the DELL screen pretty quickly, but instead of going straight to the login, it said it needed to scan the hard disk or something, which took a rather long time. After the scan, I loaded the log in, and clicked My Computer. I saw that now my CD drive was missing! I've had this problem in the past before the booting up problem happened and restarting the computer would bring the CD drive back all the time. But now I'm afraid to restart the computer in case I can't boot it back up again. I'm hoping that there's another way to bring the CD drive back without restarting the computer. I can't even find the drive in device manager. The strange thing is that when the drive goes missing, and I put a CD in the device, the autorun doesn't even work; the actual CD drive device blinks and works perfectly fine, but the computer doesn't acknowledge its existence.